April 2012
I’ve had so much on my mind lately!! Think I’ve hit a major growth period, which sucks because change never happens peacefully. But a change in perspective is really needed. Sometimes I forget I’m my own person.
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March 2012
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I can’t sleep… it’s rather lame.
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I'm a shitty friend...
Supposed to see Jen today. I miss the fuck out of her but I’m just feeling too depressed to do anything right now. Don’t want to get out of bed, don’t want to sit at Planned Parenthood (I just need to sign up for the Cali State insurance), don’t want to go to work, don’t want to sit around and pretend I’m feeling okay because I’m not. Might be one of those...
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Good morning!!
Hardly slept last night…. things have been weighing heavy on my mind. It might have been that Tom was out with his ex girlfriend, they went to a concert that I was “not invited” to. I doubt she likes me, but it’s not like I’ve been the most likable person all the time. Especially with all the shit I’ve pulled on Tom, Lord knows why he’s still around. Tom...
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Weirdness
Been feeling weird the past few days. Seems like I’ve been a slave to my emotions lately which is abnormal. Or maybe I’ve just been listening to the little voice in my head. Maybe it’s just a battle of heart and mind… they never can agree. Not sure what to do. Not sure who I should talk to. Don’t really know what to say or what it means… it just is.
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Addicted...
to pinball?! Is there such an addiction? I think I may have it, I can’t stop thinking about playing some pinball even though I played for a while last night. I just can’t stop!!!
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Happy Birthday William Shatner!
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I needa get laid >_< bah. Stupid morning wood (have no idea what it’s called for girls.)
