May 2012
I hate when you miss someone so much you can’t stop thinking about them. The torture is so bittersweet. Heartbreak of being apart. The warm tingling feelings that linger long after he’s gone. *sigh* There’s so much going through my mind about what to do… so I do nothing. Wish I could stop thinking about him and other lame stuff long enough to really focus on the crazy...
May 1st
April 2012
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Apr 30th
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Apr 30th
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Apr 30th
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Apr 30th
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I don’t know if I’m tired… or just bored.
Apr 30th
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Apr 27th
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Apr 26th
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Apr 26th
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ugh...
After three straight nights of barely any sleep, forcing out an 8 page paper last night, and all the other stressors of life - I just want to choke someone and smash their head against a cold cement floor till they go limp. I want to scream and cry but instead I have to peer review someone else’s research paper?!?! FML. That’s the last thing I want to do right now. Right now, I want to...
Apr 26th
I laid down to try to sleep...
but instead I got so worked up I couldn’t help but cry. There’s just so much bullshit I’m dealing with right now. All the fat papers in school is NOT helping. I’m just barely keeping up with deadlines. Then I realized the additional paperwork I need to graduate. How I need my graduation card (which I don’t even know HOW or WHERE to get it from) in order to sign up for...
Apr 26th
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Apr 26th
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Apr 25th
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Apr 25th
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Date rape... it happens
[[MORE]]I had skipped out on some early morning bullshit at my high school and was watching movies with some guy friends at my house. It was freshman year, 14 and lived next door to the school so I ditched a lot to chill and get shit faced. This morning I had two exes over, just watching stupid shit and drinking. One of my exes (we’ll call him Jack) went to my room and expected me to follow,...
Apr 25th
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What to do when you’re up retardedly early and have to wait for class? Watch old 80s horror movies <3 <3 <3 <3 The Fog
Apr 24th
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Apr 24th
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Apr 24th
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Apr 24th
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It’s been an emotional couple of weeks. I’m easily distracted and overwhelmed with my school work. Been super confused about some social relationships. Working to ensure that I don’t have more major panic attacks. So far I’ve been dealing alright but my sleep patterns have gone to shit and that’s normally a red flag that I’m rather depressed or something. Just...
Apr 24th
It really sucks when you try to be productive but what does it get you? Wasted gas, lost sleep, freezing outside…. and I still can’t do anything because the website is down. FML… this really blows. Go to do the work last night to find the internet at home is down then I even come to school early but that was an epic fail. Wasted an hour on facebook and tumblr. Going home were I...
Apr 23rd
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[[MORE]]Feeling depressed the past couple days. Also haven’t been sleeping well. Slept from 10pm-1am last night and then slept from like 5-9pm today… gonna try to sleep again but I’m not gonna hold my breathe. Working on my bottle of wine even though I know it’s the last thing I should be doing when I’m bummed out. Hope that I’ll feel better tomorrow, have a lot...
Apr 20th
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