July 2012
Haven’t been online lately because the ant army is using the internet cable to enter my room. I really hate waking up to a computer covered in ants, can’t be good for the computer either.
I’m off to read at work…. Monday mornings are so lazy.
My suspitions have been verified. Reason I’m not invited to my (high school) friend’s wedding is because my ex is back in town, at least for the wedding this weekend… hope he hasn’t moved back. When my sister asked me to go with her, told her I had a good idea about why I wasn’t invited. My money is on Jason being the bestman. Just saw a kinda mutual friend posting...
The one thing I have to look forward to.
After an 11 hour day at work, was driving home in traffic with Tom. We were talking about how tons of people we know just want to run off to a farm. You know, live off the grid, grow our own food, hippy-ness and what not. Tom and I are going to be looking for land in about a year but I’m rather worried we wont get a loan cuz the banks are pricks. If we can’t find a loan, I’m just...
After having a pretty good day yesterday, I had a shitty dream. The kind where I wake up upset :( ARG!!! Wish I could go back to sleep and dream about something else, someone else. But now I just feel anxious, confused, depressed.
Also woke up to a small army of ants invading my room. Grrr. Hate ants.
My body must be confused. Been exhausted all day, even crashed for a cpl hours this afternoon. But now… no sleep. None. My mind wont calm down. Wish me luck in my next attempt at rest.
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Fucking work...
I’m getting really tired of sitting around waiting for people to finish doing their shit so I can finish my work for the week. Not to mention I am commuting from Milpitas now… but they still want me to come in just for a couple hours? And wont pay me any more… and don’t realize how much gas cost. It would cost me money to work. I’M NOT GOiNG TO PAY TO WORK!!! We...
Epic fail. Came to my mom’s last night to hang with Andrew. Was up rather late and have been kinda sleeping on and off this morning. I was waiting for my mom to leave… but not only is she not going to work, there are some random Mexican guys doing manual labor in the drive way?! GAh!!! Now I have to find a way to sneak out and I wont be able to eat till this afternoon :( Wish my mom...
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Brown eyes
Mia was a nine year old, sent to the psych ward of Alta Bates after running away from her group home. She stood at 4’10” with thick frizzy brown hair that fell over her shoulders and framed her childish face. I noticed her awkwardness as we walked down long halls to rooms where we had our group meetings. Our morning meeting, in which we stated a purpose for our days - days locked...
