August 2012
My internet sucks and I have way too much to do to get sucked into Tumblr right now… but I really wish I had the time to kill. Got into all the classes I need… this semester is going to kick my ass. Have to take my senior seminar class online, so I’m online for like 2 or 3 hours a day but still no time for Tumblr. I also just paid off the balance on my card!!! I had to hold a...
First time on Tumblr in almost 2 weeks!! I have to say, I missed it but my internet is unstable at best right now so I doubt I’ll be on much. Right now just on because I have a couple hours to kill between classes. Potential classes anyways. Today is when I find out whether or not I graduate…. fingers crossed.
Facebook is still deactivated. Think I’m gonna leave it off for a...
I’m just gonna be off Tumblr for a while. Sorry to anyone who cares.
I just really don’t know what to do[[MORE]]when I can’t stop sobbing. But I need to pull it together because I have a long day of work a head. Death seems like such a sweet alternative at moments like this.
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[[MORE]]It will be my birthday again. My least favorite day of the year. I’m dreading it… wish everyone would forget. But they wont, never do. Even better, this year I’m losing my health care on this special day.
Let me recap some of my favorite birthday memories…. on my 15th birthday my sister took me with her to get a pregnancy test. It was positive. At my 15th b-day...
I hate being up at ungodly hours.
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I just want to cry. I’m so upset and for no real reason. Reason that I don’t care to share because I don’t even know where to start. Plus, I feel like I deserve all this. The past few days, I’ve known things that I probably shouldn’t. Knew I needed my mail to find a failure to appear that was due the day before I got it....
I don’t even know why I’m on here. Up at 3am…. still feeling uncontrollably anxious. All day yesterday, I was shaking pretty bad but I couldn’t calm down. Toms not of much help and I feel like a prick… kinda just don’t wanna be around him right now.
Ehh. Have a sick feeling in my gut… think it’s just nerves. Gonna wash up and get ready to go to work. Have a feeling it’s gonna be a LONG day that leads to a LONG week and some where in between there will be a lot of tears. Trying to keep an upbeat kinda attitude but yeah. Easier said then done.
Family Folklore
Last night Tom and I were comparing weird areas of interest. When I was like 11-14 I was really into genocide. Tom said he was into aliens for a while and I’m like… aliens isn’t a weird interest, I grew up hearing about aliens. Had to tell him this story my mom recounts fondly. It’s an odd tale with aliens and angels.
[[MORE]]When my sister, Reyna, was a couple years...
I don’t wanna go to work :(
